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[09 May 2006|09:04pm] i made a new livejournal because i felt like a change.. yea.. haha do_the_mmmbop add ittttttt

[09 Apr 2006|01:02am] maybe its just because tonight was a fuckin burn or maybe its because im alone and drunk or maybe its a whole lot of other htings. but im so angry and upset right now, and you wouldnt even know it, nor care. i thought you were sooo differnt. but i guess youre just lke everyone else!! what a fucking dissapointment. i need someone to restore my faith in mankind cuz its pretty much fuckin shot to hell right now. i seldomly feel this way anymore and it makes it so fucking hard for me to handle feeling htis shitty. fuck. i just want things to be good. but no, you had to come and fuck shit up. and without even realizinf it.and because of your actions, youre making me feel like a shitty person, so fuck that. whatever im going to sleep. PEACE 1 ¥

live update. [08 Apr 2006|05:51pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | chicago - sufjan stevens ] so i think ive almost pretty much decided to go to ucdavis.. i mean i need to make a decision and they have a decent design program and its really pretty and kind of close to san fransisco.. so yea. im visiting san fran state and santa cruz next week though. and im gonna drive to santa barbara and long beach to look there too just to be sure. i have visited soooo many schools its pretty ridiculous, but i guess its because im just hard to please.. or something.. yea.. hah. so every boy that i have come in contact to lately has been an asshole.. or just wrong. its frustrating. but oh well, boys will be boys and thats that. arghhh so my best friend mandee is gone in europe for 15 days. she left 4 days ago and i already miss her so much. its difficult to go from spending 24/7 with someone to 0/0 with someone. i love and miss that girl so much i just want her to come home! our lives are amazing together.. theyre just not as good when were apart. also.. i unfortunately totaled my car.. it was a horrible experience and i NEVER want to relive it again. im just so thankful no one was in the car with me and that no one involved was seriously hurt. i couldnt walk real well for about 2 days and i was bruised and cut all over. and now i dont have a car which means im not driving which means life is much more difficult.. i dont like it when i cant be super independent.. im getting used to it though. ill eventually get another car.. but not one that was worth what my old one was.. whatever, i just want something that DRIVES! lately ive been eating lots of cheerios and lots and lots of pancakes in the middle of the night. its yummy. life is good. that is all. <3, sarah 2 ¥

[20 Mar 2006|12:23am] this weekend was pretty fuckin amazing a random one... but definitely a good one

[19 Jan 2006|08:38pm] i feel really disconnected from the world. 2 ¥

[20 Dec 2005|03:45pm] updates of my life: -winter break started this week -i got my septum pierced -i love my friends -im sick -went to magic mountain today -my SAT score went up 100 points thats all for now; <3. EDIT: i got my first college acceptance letter - university of oregon :)

[27 Nov 2005|07:30pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | the spill canvas ] ( homecoming/halloween/random picturesss ) 18 ¥

DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE [14 Nov 2005|12:22am] ( love is watching someone die ) 9 ¥

[08 Oct 2005|12:50pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | cursive ] lets just say im an idiot for taking like 5 minutes to notice my car covered and flowers and a huge sign. haha. 10 ¥

hair cut. [02 Oct 2005|03:35pm] [ music | l'via l'viaquez ] 11 ¥

[29 Sep 2005|02:51pm] last year i wished i had graduated so badly. but, now im glad i stuck around. :) 4 ¥

I LOVE MY NANA [26 Sep 2005|05:14pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | ben kweller ] basically my nana is so amazing and i love her to death. look at the email she sent me: Sarah after talking with you last night i had been studing my sunday school lesson and i don't know much about the Jewish faith but you were on my mind and i walked in my bedroom and my eyes focused on the little box by my bed it has set there open for years and very often iwould look at it. I don't know if you believe in Guardian Angels but i do and i turned on tv and Alabama (country group)was singing I believe there are Angels all around us and I could just shut my eyes and see Angels with you I believe they are watching over you'I am sending you my box so you can look at it once in awhile and know you are never alone.I have had to deal with depression and know how it can effect you you may not believe it now but there is light at the end of the tunnel just keep the Faith and above All keep faith in yourself with a little help you can do anything you want to just be proud of who you are,your Nana is proud of you.I pray for you everyday and with God's help I know things will get better.BY the way I had FROG LEGS for lunch a lady from church gave them to me her son caught them and I fried them.I know you are ready to BARF. You already know your Nana was nuts so no big surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOTS OF LOVE NANA 3 ¥

[19 Sep 2005|12:21am] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | death cab ] I haven't posted pictures in a loooong time; so here are some from street scene and first day of school and stuff ( If I could open my arms ) 1 ¥

[16 Sep 2005|09:43pm] [ music | dcab ] my face hurts; she loves to make me. cry. 4 ¥

[13 Sep 2005|07:42pm] people are lame when they ask you to nominate them for a senior favorite; its not a fucking election. also, i no longer have a 5th and 6th period :) 9 ¥

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